I am really sorry. This is my fault for forgetting, it is my sin to bear. Yet I have given my word to be present for the other gathering, and I really really wanted to go, for it would be my first time there. To be honest, I could say it is kind of selfish of me. I know that I should pull out and go for the work thing, but I seriously do not want to. I had always put work first, and would always do the right thing even if I may hate it, but for now, I just want to give in to my evil side and just put myself first (This is so rare k?). I think people may hate me for it, lol But I think I just heck liao. Too long liao. Time for some freedom...

I really feel like escaping from all these....