Haha went for a movie marathon today with michelle again. Lol watched the spy next door and sherlock holmes. The spy next door is hilarious, and I think its worth watching. Oh well, but sherlock holmes kinda disappoints me. I mean I had such high expectations for it, but I find it okay only. However, I will still watch the sequel of it haha. Doc and sherlock are damn funny, their relationship. Keep bickering.. super cool uh. Haha best friends..

Anyway been blog hopping just now, and yep, I guessed even though sometimes I just want to forget, but still couldnt. The world is revolving around that circle, and not being inside, kind of feels a bit desolute, yet it's as much as my own choice. To think of the what ifs, I think it is all damn tiring. To avoid, yet the feelings, it feels like to want both worlds, but sadly, there would never be a solution for it. I wonder if that is the reason I am in the loner group. Is it me who cut away that line? Or is it her? I wonder... but I think I have already moved on, though I may dwell on it sometimes.. But not that much anymore. Time passes, feelings diminishes.. one day, it would just be a fleeting thought. Will be meeting them soon, and things would feel the same as years ago... or would it? Different people, different faces, different facades. Reality? Or illusion?

Am I so unworthy?