Hmm been having a self discovery journey recently after various things that happened and an inspiring discovery of fy. But sadly, I think that is quite difficult. To know of others opinions of you and looked at things from a wider view or from outsider's eyes.. and of course to search deep within myself. Yep I think I have changed but for the worst, perhaps due to not meeting my own standards/morals or... someone commented ive become quieter and have I? Perhaps. Must think more.

I am really itching for a interesting and deep talk with anyone, philosophical or anything. I think it really will get my brain to work and yep its very interesting. But sadly, I cant find anyone who would bother to have one with me. Psychology on grp work dynamics is quite interesting and can be applied to a lot of cliques. Haha and for some group, i think that i am stuck on storming. Zzz and for some reason I feel that some cliques will adjourn spontaneously. Dont ask me why, I just got this feeling... Maybe I am wrong. I think I will go read up and practise meditation when I have time. haha seems cool.

I am really tired of all these.... Grow up.... I missed.... sighs.