I am reminded that I need to save money! Why is my money leaking instead of flowing in?! Argg Feel so bad, when I grow up, I will return all those money to my parents! Yep. So sianz, with the trip and all, dropping out, I wonder if it will still be on.... And psycho too. Sighs.

Nowadays, kind of feeling high. I wonder if one day, I shall suddenly feel low all the way? It feels like some premonition before a thunderstorm? Feeling so empty. Perhaps, just perhaps, high and empty. Doesnt seems like it is a good thing........

I need freedom, to run free once in a while. Adventure is just calling out to me. I want to go out on an overseas trip with odac west!! I really hope it will succeed! Fighting!