I have been feeling super high these few days and there are lots of pending movies to watch; sherlock holmes, yea thats so old.. and the up and coming movies; something to do with wolf, daybreakers and legion. Woots! I am going to do metro... tomorrow! Try to complete and everything and lessen one burden.

Seriously, I think humans are contradicting figures. First we do something which we regret and later we try to amend it, only to make matters worse or go back to square one. I know of many instances which this happened and yea, I guessed its all the emotions and feelings at work here. Feeling guilty again, and I realised that I felt that emotion a lot these few weeks and yea, I think I had to start revising my own morals again.

Psychology recently taught me about the norms of groups and conformation.. and sadly, I experienced it today. Perhaps that is an unavoidable issue but yep, it goes against what I thought in reality, but in the end, i still got pulled along. That is the ultimate example of conformation. I should train myself to have more self opinions. Yep, ms ng came back and visited us yesterday with childhood food. Oh gosh, so cool and nice haha. =) Glad that she is safe and sound and happy after the germany and australia trip heex.

This whole new year started off with an interesting look but now that I came to think about it, I do not know if this bodes well or not for me. Sometimes a nice beginning may not last for the year. I really hope that 2010 could be a great year and I think that for that to happen, I must first change my thinking and stuff. I have to start thinking about things. Friendship stuff, for now, I will just tone it down to a minimum. It is just so complicated. I will just be myself. Like it or not, bitch about me or not, I am learning to not let other peoples' opinions affect me. Yep but I will still spot my faults and changed for the better, I hoped. I shall try to bring more laughter to the people around me =) For laughing could lower chances of contracting illness ^^