Just a few weeks of holidays, and I feel myself drifting away from friends in my recent phase of life. Worrying, I know. It feels like life has turned a 360 clockwise, where old friends are stretching out their branches of connections to relink everyone while the short and unstable connections of new friends are breaking apart... So, or perhaps in the first place, I do not really fit in there. I do not really know now, or is it my problem again? Thinking too much about everything..

Kind of feel like some outcast in some cliques while in others, feel so in. Lol. Perhaps that will change given more time... again? Hopefully not. I guess I can kind of understand jess's type of isolation. Living in one's own world is kind of good too. But it is really unpredictable how things would turn out... hmm.. been thinking so much nowadays about life, about humanity, about the atrocities in life.. mostly because of the hideous stories I heard at the end of 2009.

My work for advertisement is soooo dead. I really do not know how to continue and I had not continue since the last consultation which is 2 weeks plus ago? So so dead. With the integrated campaign coming up, arggg. I hate organising and suay suay, I need to. Guess I just have to try my best? Hopefully I will not procrastinate again. Arggg =(