Saw the news about that earthquake. Oh gosh, more and more natural disasters coming at an increasingly frequent rate. I think it is scary for it shows that the earth is really on the road of destruction. Besides, I do not know why.. that there are so many such tragedies, yet people out there are still fighting, warring.. Isnt it just scared? For all my 'philosophical thinking', I am actually quite scared of dying... I think that it is scary when you think about the pain and the fact that you will not exist in the world. Yes, I believe in spirits and I may be reborn, but all these memories, to think that you will live life as a whole new person.. it may be a good thing, yet it is kind of sad too....

I think I will be going to dalian, if I can. If too many people go, then the probability of me going will be I dunno, see my fate. Actually I have been wavering upon seeing the people who will be going, I mean cause I do not know who I will bunk in with and I think that person will really makees or breaks the trip. But I passingly remarked to my mother and she told me make new friends and open up myself for new experience. Haha I think she really wants me to go. And she even said that they can go and we can all go visit my dad, though I do not think that will happen. She has been saying that for goodness knows years haha. I wonder how my dad is... Anyway yep so I think if can, I will go dalian. Mind made up. Get away from all these.. =)