I wonder.. I long for... the bright moon... the dreamworld that is full of wind and beauty.. a world that is so peaceful that it may be scary... I wonder...

What is this sense of detachment? I wonder what will it feel to breathe out my last breath, not that I want to die so young.. but sometimes the thought of dying just crossed my mind (I mean like what will it feel, not that I want to die)... what will I feel? Will I see images of my past flashed by? They say that in the last moments of one's life, all the things you have done, no matter good or bad will flash past ur eyes... perhaps I am just scared of meeting any mishaps in dalian? I wonder... curiousity?

I hold a fear of death....seems painful... and I wonder who will grieve for me... okay it gets more and more depressing, so I shall switch topic! Haha been mad over korean manhwas now... And how I wish I could read korean. I cant hold in the anticipation and I realised that sometimes mangakas or manhwa writers love to hold people in suspense... AHH! I think I have been spending too much money nowadays, SHIT.

Sighs, I love my flash and golden blanket more and more. HOW? WHY? I dont know. They hold my heartstrings? Omg that is weirrrddd. But okay. Nvm. I dunno what I am talking anymore. Haha. Good. I shall go drink finish my last drop of pepsi and go bathe and go read books =) Shifters are so damn cool! Haha and I love heroines~ =D