Today is qing ming.. visited my great grandma and great granddad... Hope they are happy and healthy wherever they are now.... =)

Sometimes... I just feel like a sacrificial pig for my family... all these qing ming, or first month of new born baby, I would always be the 'representative' for my family.. And no other big children is ever there... Felt so lonely with no one to talk to, and though I dun feel like going again, I have to go... and this would repeat for dunno how many times... Okay la, it is good to respect and pray to ancestors... But sometimes, the discontent is just there, perhaps due to no one my age to talk to? hmmm.

Haha seeing all the shu gongs and gu pos... I guessed the family is really big... All my grandad's brothers and sisters.... and their children and grandchildren... Like woah... Reacquainted with liqin.. haha and we say that we would do a family tree chart.. But oops? That may not happen... Haha since we like see each other only once a few years?

Feel bad.. missed the 23/07 and 4e2 gathering... haha that may be my own fault too, for I dun feel like going.. so that is mostly my fault, that is why I feel so bad... But well, if neeed to dredge up an excuse, I really dun like attending 23/07 gathering... feel damn enstranged from them and even if I go, I would only stay silent. My presence will be the same as my absence.... 4e2... Haha okay la, that I will still go but this time its at marina square. Everyday went marina square and even weekend still want me to go there? No thanks.... Not to mention I am also lazy to travel.. Haha But next outing, I will try to make it. Confirm.

AHHHH hye sung's songs are damn nice! =) SHINHWA! I am still not in korean craze and whatever I feel wont make me go into korean craze. Period. End of topic.