F***.... Mum has completely ruined my mood for today. Wth is wrong with her? I just mentioned I am gg overnight at my cousin house and she flew into a temper. Wth?! Just because she thinks I am closer to them than my own siblings? And off spewed angry words... totally ruined.

Wth! You cant force someone to be closer to others... No click means no click, even if it is siblings. And just because I wanna watch the spain match, out came this outburst?! Mind you, the main reason I wanna go is because of SOCCER MATCH, not that I especially wanna go because popobei just came back ytd. It is just that the timing is like that! Do you think I wanna overnight at other ppl's house? How do I noe that the timing is 230 in the freakinggg am!

TOTALLY pissed off... I am not that primary school kid anymore that you can lead me by my nose! I got my own thoughts, i got my own feelings and what is this? You say that because I hang out with them often, my attitude become mei da mei xiao? Heys, what has this got to do with this and that. Respect must be earned okay? Whats wrong with me voicing my own thoughts and it is being lumped as mei da mei xiao? WTH is this la! FREAKING PISSED.

Yea I shant argue with u anymore since you will ALWAYS be right. So, yep I shall hold it off, keep it inside me. If one day it explodes, gosh, too bad. You feel like you just pms today, So I shall just let it filter out of my ears. But seriously, whats wrong with staying over at friend or cousin house? Not as if this house can contain me forever. I will choose the people I hang out with and you cant stop me! Freakkkk you. Not as if our family bonds are strong to begin with.... Is it cause its not strong in the first place that you want to stop it from being weaker? Or whatever? I do not know what you are thinking and I do not really care anymore... Sucksssss

Let me vent my anger here. Let me cool my head... damn. R.U.I.N.E.D!