Haha been eating dumplings for lunch, dinner for 2 days straight! Should have taken more dumplings.... no more left =( Anyways, back here, my bad habits came back... my pursuit of a meaningful life stopped and the meaningless feeling is back... sighs... Blame it all on myself... Sian.

Watched finish you're beautiful and haha its nice, though the storyline kind of expected. Lol I think Jang geun suk is so cool in the show hohoho. He is only 3 years older omg. Cool. I think when I have time, I shall search for his songs since he is a singer too ^^

Okay, seems like there is a pending list of assignments but there is no urgency... cant feel any urgency and seriously this is getting from bad to worse.. it seems like I do not even really care about assignments anymore... okay not that i will not hand in assignments, but the feelings, everything is just gone... not right... all changed.. wtf is wrong with me.. damnation...

I really need to wash those new clothes and pack away the luggage.. Arggg, can I stop slacking? I really am a good for nothing person here.... doing nothing... just living in this shell and eating and sleeping and interneting... nothing productive.. but then, i cant work up any enthu-ness to do any productive work.. which sucks... real time. **** So really feel like scolding that. Positive thinking man! awww shit.

I am just crapping here since I really do not feel like doing anything... this lifestyle got to stop! Goal in life? Nothing. Inspiration? Nothing. Skills? Nothing. LIFE? NOTHING. Thats me... N.O.T.H.I.N.G at all. Not worth anything. That... is so sad. ARggg get rid of this negativity please... My life is not bad at all in this lifetime. At least I have all my limbs intact and have family and friends. Buck up, you stupid fool... ARGGG Internal turmoil. Just i.g.n.o.r.e me.

Moosh nick is shes seraching for michelle (im guessing its herself). People tend to lose sight of themselves once in a while. Have I? Or have I never been myself? Is katherine hidden so deep inside that there is not a trace of her now? Then who am I? A nobody......