I just need a quiet time to myself. I need to restabilize myself. Too much input and too little output caused my mental state to go into disarray. Too much to think about... Is this period called maturity? Or the step into the adult world? Perhaps these just came naturally as one grows older, where everything is not just about fun anymore. Grasp your dreams...

I really think that as one grows older, one will stop being that dependent on friends, or okay, thats for me. Compared to secondary school and even jc period, I guessed I had really been influenced a lot by friends and sadly to say, almost half of my decisions are made under the influence of peer presssure. Wheres the individuality? Now, I am glad that I had matured over this period of time.

Blog hopping about, I am glad that some of my friends are really progressing in life. Glad for them and sad for myself, why am I still at a standstill? It just kind of feel like I am being left behind when all of them are getting further and further away....