School is reopening tomorrow.. I felt.. nothing. It seems unreal, this reality and yep, numb to my toes. The school reality has not register in my mind yet but thinking about the coming school days, I only think about how I am going to keep managing to chase after spain's matches and perhaps argentina, england and germany. So yep, that is all that is revolving around my mind now.

I really still miss Dalian a lot, I think most probably because of the weather there. Singapore is damn humid that makes me feel sticky, especially when I stayed up to watch the 230am match. So it really gets disgustingly sticky if I stayed overnight. Hmm. Secondly is the pace of life there. It is really slow and relaxing as compared to Singapore. Just play, eat and sleep. Nice and soothing life.

But one has to wake up from a dream and back to reality and being thrown back into reality when all you want is to stay longer in that dream would really put one in a gloomy mood. Fortunately, there are families and friends to help pull one out from that gloomy state... Though the wish is still there, at least it is copable now. I think if given a choice, I would surely go overseas. I am a person who likes to travel and I felt that I would become more open when I am not in Singapore. Singapore is a place that makes me clam up, shutting off a part of me that longs for freedom. Oh well, one day... haha

Hmm grandpa is really kind of sick and hurting now... felt helpless... more so as I could not even hold a decent conversation with him. The most I can go is have you eaten, do you want to drink water, have you eaten your medicine, are you hurting.... and the same phrases repeat themselves again and again. How I regret not learning hokkien well when I lived at grandma house when I was young.....

Happy that grandma still seemed fine and cheerful... but realised that she could only fall asleep around 3 to 4 am.... since I am watching football match that time and my little cousin yihan confirmed it. Hmm, but I guessed old people do not need much sleep? Too much stuff to contemplate... sighs.

School reopening tomorrow and one step into hell. Yep. Prepare to get squished by stacks and stacks of assignments. I am bracing myself for the impact, are you? Haha