Heard from my mum that grandma is like a time bomb now, anytime can explode. The doc said that her sugar level is too high such that medication could not help anymore and that she would need to have injections regularly but you know old people, particularly from my family are very stubborn...

It is scary as anytime if it explodes, she can go blind, or have to amputate a limb, or would get stroke.. I guess all we can do now is try to persuade her to get injections...

There are so many mosquitoes in my house that just my left leg alone boasts of around 10 bites... oh my buddha... seriously hate mosquitoes the most.

I guess I should really try to curb my dislike for W... sighs... everything is just so screwed up such that I still feel like I am in a box isolated from reality. The feeling is so unreal... Is it cause I cared too little? Zzz I shall go take a bath!