I am feeling..... now. I wonder if my hanging out with others may be causing any unhappiness? Okay it sounds like I deem myself as like important but nope, I dun think anyone will miss me also.. but just feeling guilty, cause feels like I have been hanging out lesser with ......... maybe its just me, or maybe just feels like the gap is slowly widening? omg.... oh well, someone please enlighten me... how to? and how? seriously, takes two hands to clap. Zzzz, ahh I dunno anymore.. sighs..

So, in the middle of doing flash (it looks like crap seriously... ) and suddenly I just stared into space and think of what to do for the future... so, feel so worried. I totally seriously dun feel like going into design industry, so what else can i study or do? Feel like nobody is going to hire me and I am going to be like bankrupt or something.. No interest to pursue, no ambition to aim for. how? Where is the drive to propel me forward? If only I have a goal... if only.....