I really dislike you, W. Seriously, everytime I saw you in front of your computer playing games, I seriously seriously feel fed up. I am ignoring you to avoid losing temper with you. To think that you are the favourite grandSON, please touch your heart. Since G is admitted, have you visited him? People has excuses since they have work, school, okay not that I am really that committed, still, I had visited. You? Holidays, no work, no school. So whats stopping you?

Everytime I saw you in front of the computer and think of so many people excusing you because of various reasons, which mostly is because you are a guy, or the son of their eldest son... oh please.. okay it sounds like I am jealous but I am not, it is just that I feel damn unjust for their misplaced love for you when I feel that you dont really care... I am not putting you down, yes, you can try to earn your big bucks for all I care but dont try to bridge relationships with me when it is too late.... and... I seriously dislike you. At least be up to standard, at least go and visit, at least, even showing your face is enough. Everytime when grandma ask about you, I feel so pissed. Should I say because you are playing your games? Should I say because you dont want to come? When it is every single time I am kana asked about your whereabouts, it gets irritating.. Asshole.

Who says siblings are very close? Who says just because we are siblings thats why we need to be close? Who says? Besides W will only talk when he feels like it or want to bridge the gap, and now my dislike for him has gone down to such a state that I do not even want to talk to him unless I have to. No click means no click. M, can you fault me for always finding my cousins when I feel more comfortable with them? Yea yea, it is always my fault then. Sad cause siblings are not very close? Too bad. Get it over. Period. Still cant get over yourrr unjust temper burst when I just want to go to popobei house to watch football match.... Seriously, it just sucks...