I really hate making decisions when it involved friends... If you go, you will ps a friend, and if you dun go, you will make a friend angry/sad.. Seriously, though I had made my choice, it still does not feel good at all. But I had made a statement on if... to my friend, thus, the the conditions had ended up into making the choice for me, in a way it is an escape, but in another way, the decision has been made. Just had to disappoint one friend. But truly, no matter which decision I made, a friend will be disappointed. Sighs.