People always say mid-life crisis, mid-life crisis, but...why do I feel like I am suffering from 20th-life crisis? Feel so void of meaning, and feel so unsociable. Feel so tired, and I meant lethargic, those seriously no matter how much sleep couldn't cure. Am I coming down with some illness? Though since it has been years since I last visited a doc, it may be a good thing?

Out there somewhere, people are surely fighting for their lives, and I should not be mumbling and grumbling all these to myself, it feels like a sin. Sighs. Am I really at my mid-life crisis? But hey, I am still a twenty year old kid, not even an adult yet, so why?! Tomorrow will be better, I hope. I need the motivation to start doing my work... and... stocking up on money.

Of course, seeing like that does not help too. Bacteria in the blood.. wth? Why does this type of things keep popping up, hindering the process? It seriously sucks.