How I wish to turn the wheels of time... go back to the past... the more nostalgic it is, the more we will live in the past, neglecting the future in the process and later on, turn back and regret the things we did not do due to neglection and the whole cycle repeats itself.. and ultimately, we tell ourselves this is life...

Seriously, there are so many times when I wish I could go back to my childhood times at grandma house.. Even to have ah gong scolding us would make us happy now... Always feel so weird when i went ah ma house.. to see no ah gong sitting in his normal seat... really really sad.

Or the times in primary school where my rebellious self started acting up and continued into sec school, or the times spent in odac, doing all sorts of adventures and woah, those are crazy times... even dalian.. such fun or even those times when 02 are so bonded, like bbq or just being in mr lau's classes.

Now, perhaps due to year 3, so many people feel like they had matured, they had toned down or just focusing more on studies... which should be the case though perhaps, they had grown and I had not, and it felt kinda lonely... Year 3 classes are really so... independent? In a way?

But I know those days will never come again... all these.. are just my wishful thinking.