Omo.. blogger changed its cover page? I still prefer the previous one though...

Got a shock... Nearly got into a quarrel with my mum yesterday... and her sudden outburst just silenced the whole house. It was one of my most shocked moments in my short twenty years... I think she is just venting her frustrations and sadness and all her emotions... but that sentence really freezes us all...

Translated to english, it meant,"Your 4th uncle had passed away..."

It is just 25 days since... and this had to happen... Although we knew that he went into coma shortly after G passed away, it is just too unexpected... She could not even attend his funeral as G had just passed away not long ago, and dad is not in Singapore now... It seemed that 2010 is really a bad year...

You know, I really find that life is just so unpredictable and fragile... Seriously it makes me feel so tired.. Often, when I just lie down on my bed and stare into nothing, I kept thinking that this whole life thingy feels so much like a game. A character trapped in a game world. The whole room gave me a Sims like feeling like some small room built inside a game world and we are just characters that once died, it will just be GAME OVER. It felt so unreal. So many different thoughts, so many different feelings. Damnation. And to be able to think like that is also a luxury.. it meant that the life I am having now is good enough that I could have these thoughts. Arggg, stop thinking.