How fast. We went through the 49th day ritual yesterday. How time flies. Today is his 50th day. Hope he had adjusted well... It still feel weird.. But I guess problems and conflicts make everything feel so confusingly pissed. A myriad of emotions that no one could understand... Why do they argue even before him. Give him some peace can?

Its funny to see how their 'heck rules' attitude showed. Haha a glimmer of the mischievous streaks in them. Grandma and grandpa must have their hands full when they are raising them... Must be fun..... I wonder if I would ever see him again... I hope I dream of him often even though there is a communication barrier between us.

I read diary of a wimpy kid at my grandma house too and it is quite funny. I finally bought the foldable bike yesterday haha! $99. ^^ Quite cheap and Im pleased with it. When I am feeling bored, I can take it to cycle all the way to chinese garden and back... Just enjoy the ride and have my alone time... If I could, I would want to just snuggle in my bed and flash and golden blanket and just sleep... away from all the filth in this world. Even if that is called running away, I would gladly be deemed a coward and just stayed there. Socializing really takes a lot of energy... especially with people that steps on your nerves....