I believe... there is something essential in every relationship, no matter if its friendship or ties between kin... and that thing is... trust. It is my belief to uphold it at least, for myself.

Trust is a fragile thing, once there is a crack in it, it will never heal... Sometimes it may just be for fun, or for other closer friends, but, the crack, no matter how tiny, no matter what reason, will be a barrier... it will result in "Should I? thinking once the trust is breached... And that is not a basis for a strong friendship...

A note to myself to never breach other peoples' trust in me... even if the other person breached my trust in him/her... Who could I trust in? I seriously do not know... Perhaps those with a clean record...

Indecisiveness sucks... and it runs in me. Screwed.