It was an expensive but wonderful day spent today, starting off with an enriching consultation, then a soupy lunch, followed by trudging to laselle in the rain. Saw Mok at bugis and woahhh surprised~ haha I guess the open house is okay.. but doesn't really engage my interest though. From then, it went haywire with early dinner and late supper which is delicious. I love the white carrot cake at chomp chomp man... Birthday celebration for Shingz, and yep, had fun hanging out with them though it gets really tiring... Needa have some alone time to recharge...
Alright one day gone... tomorrow is another $$$ and tiring night.. sighs.

It seems like my shelf life only lasts about 3 years... then I will be discarded maybe. Sometimes that's the feeling I get.

21 years old this year... and its going to be really rolling fast once I hit that age.... From 18 years old, it has already feel like the years had just passed by but now, the premonition that life will pass with the speed of light is nigging my every senses.. Quoting from MDWAV KTY, We should not try to think about what the future may bring, but instead live fully in the present. Perhaps that's the way to go about living a more meaningful life.

Perhaps I could say I am excited being 21, what with new options opened for me... like casino and stuff.. but seriously speaking, before I hit 21, I had fears of accidents or stuff that may happened during this period, call me paranoid or imagining too much, but I had a healthy dose of fear and respect for the unexplained and the unpredictability of life...

Bloghopping and yep, I can understand what someone says... Maybe it is because of that, which lead to the stoppage of organizing. Maybe it is time to start remedying that...

Nostalgic... when plans could just be impromptu... sth like a trip to tioman... monday inform, tues pack, wed go.. Or just an sms, wanna go out? and off we go... That is really youth! Hot blood running in the veins! The hot rush of adrenaline accompanied by the excitement and the enthusiasm... Now.. perhaps still can.. but mark my words... give me a few more years and save me from all these... my body may not take it. Haha. Weak. Thats what I am now.