Seems like a long time since I had a good sleep... and I want to remedy that. Stuck in pdp and inds... seriously idiotic. I think I just sucks at design really....

100th day ritual.. hope that he is now living in the big mansion... =) He really loves us... from the funeral rites up till now... with all the conditions... the super good weather, the 'one time' success in throwing the coins... I am sure he must be watching over us from the other side. And its still kind of ironic for cousins socializing on this very day; ironic but still heartwarming.

I guess at least there is still an upside for having a big family, though the conflicts multiplied, the feeling that you get with family also multiplied as well. Sometimes its just this kind of fuzzy feeling that makes you feel like just wanting that moment with them to last longer, to communicate and have fun more. Perhaps its due to occasionally gatherings? But one thing for sure.. the smaller generation are really growing up. ^^ And the bigger generation are really getting old.... Haha.