Start having some faith... What is to be will be. What will not be will not be. Stop trying to live in the past. Get a grip... Let him live in my heart... forever and ever... He will never disappear this way.....
Confidence comes not from always being right but from not fearing to be wrong.
~Peter T. Mcintyre
How true... maybe its time.. to just have a tiny weeny bit of confidence in myself. Stop doubting. Stop questioning. As long as I take a step, no matter how small... perhaps.. perhaps.. one day I could do it.

I locked up my feelings & threw away the key …But somehow, it all came back to me….
Quoted by someone....
Maybe its time to find a little courage and start to defreeze that part of me... For what is life if you do not dare? Slowly but surely, I am going towards... Unlocking that part of myself... that is.

It's hard to fight an enemy who has outposts in your head. ~Sally Kempton, Esquire, 1970
Everything is actually simple... just that we complicate things too much. For once, just believe. Believe that we can do it. Believe that we have the qualities. Believe that we are well liked. Believe that we are surrounded by friends. Our enemy are actually... just ourselves...

Perhaps there are too much thoughts running amok in my head these few weeks. I doubt anyone sense it anyway... or even know how deep those insecurities ran... But... I should pull myself together... Thanks to those who even sense a bit of it and had helped me to sort out my thoughts... help me by just talking to me and not dismissing my comments, by just hanging out with me and hearing my thoughts... helping me by making me feel that I had at least a place in their life, making me feel understood. Thanks so much. Esp to Lj, Sy, Ws, N, D, S. Haha sounds like some periodic table....

My goal in life will still be optimistic and making people ard me happy. =) Make them laugh.