Was searching for photo for psychology report the past few days and came across grandpa... Immediate tears without warning... His expression is so playful... I really miss him. Funny.. how I feel his absence so strongly after he is gone... Perhaps its due to the nearing 100th day...

Anyway.. I dreamt yesterday that I was talking to grandpa over the phone... Haha.. and he suddenly knows some chinese! I am shocked haha. But even though its a dream... I feel closer to him a bit... With all the tears Im shedding, am I going into depression? Zzzzz... I miss him... truly...