Sighs.. quarrel with mum again.. Always haf this bitter aftertaste... But.. why only me? Keep asking me to cancel the phuket trip.. when I already paid the money le.. and keep saying me that being rash and stuff, nv check properly all the conditions n stuff.. Im kinda irritated.. Hello, agnes could go bali with her bf and u nv sae her... Just going to malaysia for a few daes (like expeditions or even visiting my friend in malaysia) and u keep saeing me.. yea I know u r worried coz of the tsunamis and stuff but still... stop telling me to cancel the trip.. or saying that u will be damn worried and making me feel damn guilty like hell and in the end, quarrel again..

Said that if I die, then its meant to be and stuff and you sae i irresponsible =.= Sighs.. I need my freedom seriously.. and its my money thats paid through my pocket.. How could I possibly forsake that 300+ just coz u dun wan me to go there? =.= unless gt warning that tsunami coming or sth.. but for now, i will just risk it. Really need to get away from singapore.. and hey, how long has it been since our family went overseas or heck, even hang out as a full family... Whats wrong with wanting to enjoy myself.... Ahhh irritated and guilty DAMN i hate this feeling !@#$%^&

If I am capable of, I will seriously earn enough money and move out into my own house.... A loner at heart will always be a loner in real...

Sometimes I realli think that I should not be born.. Perhaps everyone will be happier..