Have you ever felt... so alone even when surrounded by friends and family?
Have you ever felt... as if the world is moving on without you?
Have you ever felt... terribly sad without knowing the reason why?
Have you ever felt... that no one really understands you, including yourself?

Lots of emotions without knowing what to do with them, other than locking them deep down and presenting a happy facade... perhaps that is the only way of escape.. for at those moments, maybe, just maybe, everything could be let go... yet... it all came crashing back... that sometimes, just sometimes, you will not even know which is which, for it has become a part of you....

Hugs are not something which I am accustomed to... but I will make an exception for my grandma... brought back those small bursts of childhood happiness... Thanks for being in my life.