After the fun we had last weekend, I guessed, everything returned back to the mundane lifestyle... It was really happy times to be back hanging out with those peeps =) And throguh them, I discover the wonderful taste of Baileys + HL milk. Cool! Drinking game is kinda fun hahahha. And that makes the days that followed a tad boring...

Monday blues, having to wake up so early to work... Sighs. Sometimes, thinking about those various conversations held with different people, regardless of age, just feel that... as we grow up, do we lose sight of the things we once held dear? Or will we be stranded in a circle of whirlpool, unable to get out of the cycle? Kinda depressing...

The more I think of it, the more I feel kinda excited yet afraid of the unknown... That time in Dalian is okay since its only 2 months.. now.. I dunno what should I be feeling? But if I never step out of my comfort zone, I will never know right? Finally quitting underwater world this friday.. officially.. for good. I realize that money is really difficult to earn.. without spending. But again, there is no meaning to saving if not to spend right? I mean ultimately, you will still spend it no matter for leisure or emergencies...

Am I afraid of death...? At times I found myself surpassing that fear, yet the fear returned back again. Is it the fear of pain or the fear of the unknown? I wonder much... And why is the topic back to this part again? I should not veer my thoughts to this path ya?