I need to grow up more... more... both in studies and personal growth... I need to be more mature... gain a wider scope of stuff and not let little things bring me down... I need to stop being stuck on small stuffs and instead, let everything flows.. just like water.. more fluid and more free.. motto motto!

To not being too tied down by others' little antics and instead move on in life with a wider, broader mindset. Sometimes it is just so tiring... perhaps that's why I tend to hang out better with guys... unless the girls are really long close friends and those that I can click very well... Sadly to say, girls are always more petty than guys... Perhaps I am guilty of this charge too.. no.. I have changed since the last few years... =D and glad to say, I will continue to grow...

Need to find back that state of mind in polytechnic... No judging... ^^ I am so going on a self reflection road... Cause I find myself being a bit insensitive today... and yep, I NEED to learn from mistakes. That is how I can and will.. continue to grow... =)

I have found a subject that I really am interested in... even though I only got a pass in it, yet I am all fired up and so interested in this coming assignment... After reading about him, I could only say that... he is a figure of interest that had really perhaps made his architecture 'timeless'. Kind of intrigued by some of his ideals... =D

I need to be more hardworking, to throw myself into work mode and play later.... Grow up, you are the youngest in the group but that does not mean that you will have to be the most immature and the 'kid' in that group whose say is worth peanuts... Portray a different, more mature image... Strive for it! I can do it! Lack of knowledge? Then I will read more and more... I will build up my knowledge this June holidays! My resolution that needs to be strong enough to beat down procrastination!

Anyways, Happy Mother's Day to mummy and grandma! You all will never see this, and even though I wished both of you through the phone, but what I cant seem to say it out in front of you all is that... I really appreciate all that you have done for me... no matter which stages in my life, you have been an in-erasable presence in my life. For the me who is here now, you have been a great influence to my life and both of you had a huge role in making me who I am today. I hope that you can be proud of the person I had grown up to be and of course, I am proud to be called your child and grandchild. I know that no matter what kind of situations I got myself into, both of you will surely be supporting me through them and had my back covered. Even though I may not show it out, I really love you both... =) Sorry for my lack of courage to say this L word out to you... Sometimes, I wonder why I turned out to be like this... this awkwardness towards these expressions of affection and love... Maybe, I would slowly, start to change... or try... but till then, still, Happy Mother's Day to 2 of the most important people in my life =D