It's funny.. even as my heart tries to reach out for the other, it's caged in my body... Probably, if given a chance, it will just go thumping and jumping all the way to that land beyond the sea. Probably, it will just hop on the plane and go travelling towards him... lol I am actually grinning at the image of a heart jumping about...

Haha seriously, I dun really know whether to laugh or cry. This is the first time I am experiencing such longing, yet so unrestricted... I wonder if I can continue liking him, even though what lies at the end may well only be hurt and more hurt... I think I may be more like a Leo than I thought... stubborn... well, it's not as if I can restrict my heart... or I guess the question is, do I want to?

It's the first. Meeting someone who connects so smoothly and intense like a bright shooting star, leaving a deep impression unto my poor little heart. And even as I am writing this, I grinned... and somehow.. my gut feeling is telling me to fight for this and not give this up... even if it may only be a one-sided fight. (until the time comes if he got super duper annoyed, then i will probably vanish without a trace... haha a Leo's pride I guess?) Well, it is a rare connection, one that I probably would not regret even if I may lose this fight... hahaha am I brave or stupid? lol... I am actually pretty bemused by myself.

I'm just a bit scared and worried that the next time if we hopefully did meet each other face to face again... I wonder if that spark/connection will still be there? Will it dim or burn brighter? Will it exceed expectations or will it disappoint? Will it be awks? hmm, I guess I will worry bout that when the time comes...

Well, for now, too bad mate, you are trapped in my body and you better pretty well beat strongly for the things that I am going to reach for next... *rolls eyes* even as you keep reaching out for the other heart. lol... haha I trust in you, my cute little stubborn heart, my life. Thanks for working so hard and i am ever grateful to you. hehehe. *Place my hand over my heart, bow and say thank you.*